The first time I was introduced to Maitreya … HE looked like an ordinary being…looked a little tensed…but when I think of it now, he definitely was working on me…
Accepting HIM as my Maitreya took me three years…I wasted three years of my life without Maitreya…but things happen as per HIS plans. I was a normal happy go luckly guy, I still am…but my perspective has changed since the day I realised the importance of Maitreya in my life. I am thankful to my wife Sarada for bringing in Maitreya into my life…rather I should say I am thankful to my Maitreya and my wife for being in my life.
A little more than couple of years back, I would feel a strange pain…not really…sensation in the right back of my head…it would come and go… I never bothered to do anything about it…
Just before accepting Him as my Maitreya…something happened…I was out of India and was hospitalised after 3-4 blackouts within a couple of hours…the night I had to stay backat the hospital alone…for further tests…surrounded by atleast 3-4 terminal patients. I didnt know why I was there, because I was feeling very normal and just a little weak. That night my wife sent me an sms “take baba’s name, everything will be alright”. I started taking Maitreya’s name “Aum Rudrabhyo namah”…after sometime as if I was watching a movie…I had visions of people I had never seen in my life…couldnt figure out what I was seeing…as if I am being pulled out of earth…think of it now…may be I saw Swamy shri Chidananda Bharatiji and Bhairav Swarup Shri Matang Baba…and saw Maitreya standing on top of me and as if he held me by my feet and blowing so hard that I was getting cleansed…
The next day I was discharged, all the reports showed normal…I couldnt stop crying on the phone after reaching home…he simply said I didnt do anything “I am only a fax machine, channelising all the energies”…I felt like hugging him…I closed my eyes and could see diffirent dieties I have seen in my life in movies, temple….all hugging me…
I am Alive today only to be with him and work for others and spread his teachings…I know I am not fulfilling all that I am supposed to…but I will not stop…
Rudra Anugrahita
Anantananda
